Last Night

Ugh.

Successfully negotiating the sleeping bodies in my living room after a boozey evening is a skill I have mastered. In my grotty student house I counted ten bodies. It's not exactly Shaun of the Dead but i'm sure you get the picture. The heating was on, the curtains were shut and the house smelt of everything one would expect student houses to smell of. I'm glad i'm moving out soon.

The people are great but the house itself it a bitch to clean. I'm looking forward to my little one bedroom flat with M. Somewhere clean with good water pressure. Our dilema is this: Do we go for somewhere in Leamington where the average rent is £475 or down the road in Kenilworth where the rent is £375? Leamington is a much nicer place with more to do and all my friends live here. We currently pay £250 (I pay exclusive of bills) each at the moment so i'm thinking that £475 is do-able but council tax is likely to be a bitch (another £100 a month) and then with other bills heaped on top of that...damn damn damn.

went 2 science center 2day 4 LOTR exhibition. so nice! had so much fun tryin all de goon do stuff... n playing "acting" n "talking" oso. so nice! shld go see it b4 it's gone! aloy bought lots of stuff again... like so rich! xian mu! i oso 1 de evenstar n de hobbits book. gonna make sure i get those hehehe!!!

got few more albums 2 do up den i'll go slp. shit man! it's like no tym 2 watch tv! my tv! better go watch later hehehe... n den must slp early wait late den vanan scold me again! haiz... must work morning... n den more full shifts! quite tired alr... lucky tml can quickly go hm n see A.I.!

nth 2 blog... dun y i came on de blog... must b 2 change my stuff... lazy leh! btw now i'm in2 jazz music... wanna get tt jamie cullum cd... hahaha quite nice loh... mummy talkin abt van helsing... she knoes i like de show a lot! whahaha...

really nth much 2 blog liao lah... just wanna thank those who leave me msgs... i miss u guys! u knoe 2dae got so much sms in de morn... 1 4rm tock soon abt where 2 go 4 beng's bday... sorrie man... i'm not free... v scared i'll b so busy den cant go chalet... i'll only b goin on de 27th... n eileen's chalet only 29th... but mayb 29th dun wanna go! arugh... wad if i fail? esp mca? super scared...

jay called... askin 4 lunch... but i was alr on de way 2 de science center! sorries~

kays... gtg...

currently changed my stuff! yuppies! now tryin 2 blog ba... =)

adding more fotos up... trying 2 b happy! arugh... i'm super tired 2 de max...

havent watched tv! damn! dun wanna slp now... but 2 tired loh... =(

workin wif joline is fun lah... gets my mind off stuff... i did...

saw win a date with tad hamilton 2dae. mummy choosed it. glad u liked it mummy! i was re-reading tt super sad entry of mine lah... duno 4 wad... felt like it... i guess it was so hard sayin wad i feel... but i'm tryin... i tink concernin how honest i've been recently wif myself is rather gd... i admitted sum things 2 my mummy... like i smoked b4... n i almost got involved wif sum 1 i shldnt... she just was there 4 me u knoe? i guess tt is all i can ask 4 now... n i really just wanna channel all de energy i have now 2 b wif her... cus she's special 2 me... n since every 1 has their own lives n i dun have tt netural gf... so i'll settle 4 my mummy lah... it's not tt bad... it's gd ok...

of cus i'm sum wad tinking of tt girl lah... like... does she knoe? or... i duno... just really hope she's feelin happy now... i knoe she is... wad can i ask 4? nth lah...

i have 2 slp soon lah... orh! i found tis "motivation" lah... quite happy i finally found de 1 who can motivate me... not him... not sum 1 else... just "motivation"... not easy 2 guess... but de person's either 4rm sch, work or church... hehehe...

andrea's pretty btw!!! cant stand it!!!

Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about the guy...

When guys are in love, they become poor...
When girls are in love, they become pretty...

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget...

Guys care the most about the quantity of love..
Girls care the most about the quality of love...

Guys break-up when they feel love from another girl...
Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of separation from her man...

Guys feel curiosity towards all girls...
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in her...

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from another guy...

Guys wish to be her first love...
Girls wish to be his last love...

joanna just sent tis 2 me... quite meaningful... whahaha...

i'm glad i'm not in love... lolx... erm really wanna change de stuff @ de side of de blog... see when i'm free... busy!!! lolx...

been seeing lots of old fwens de last few wks... whahaha... 4got who liao... nvm... i need 2 slp! tml workin den see movie...

not tt tired though... slept just now... made me tink abt wad jay said last nite oso...

he encouraged 2 b more girl like... it's true... i'm not... cus i dun have de heart 2 spend money on those...

n he said i need 2 have a gd gf... those i can talk abt...

n i do have... but i guess de feeling's not netural... de person is always sayin she cares a lot 4 me... i knoe she does lah...

but recently she hasnt cared tt much... n i knoe it's not cus she's busy... but cus i m lah... but even so when i'm free... i dun talk 2 her...

mayb cus... i dun 1 her 2 tink i'm using her...

she's v happy wif her lyf now... i wish her all de best... dun wanna disrupt her peaceful lyf...

where ever u r... if u knoe i'm talkin abt u... just wanna say i care...

hApPy bElAtEd biRtHdAy viK!!!

i m tired lazy n dun wanna do anything. but i sacrificed my tips on thurs nite 4 vik's cake! vik u really cannot take my pay n buy ur curtains! gosh!

10s 2 yi ling i actually did tt lah. felt gd. but i've not bought stuff 4 myself 4 a v long tym so NO presents tt i'm gonna share. u knoe wad, tt means no presents 4 me tis yr. but it's ok. i'll live.

so we'll flash back 2 de events i missed. nth happened much on mon n tues i alr blogged abt de show. gd show! i'm waitin 4 troy now, but cinemas quite crowded. so most prob tis mon i'll watch win a date with tad hamilton. even got de plan! finish work 4, go buy de tix den ask mummy come dwn. whahahaha.

so den wed i had an ok day oso lah. waited quite long 2 see sum 1. hahaha din though. went hm n rested den followed mummy 2 church. aloy let me stay in his office watch de muppets magic show. super funny! de manna manna man! it's damn nice, stayed like de whole tym there. den he finished de meeting wif ppc n we went 2 have super. met colin n darren! whahaha... i was like super happy lah. cus mummy n i were gossiping abt darren den we actually saw him. so handsome! i told them my aim is 2 b in de ppc, de most high respect organisation of de church. cus darren's in it! whahaha. but of cus i'm not so stupid tell them 4 darren lah.

so yeah can go on n on abt darren, dun bother asking, he's been a huge... erm duno how 2 express it, sum thing lah since i was sec 3. obession mayb? he's pretty smart, used 2 b in ri, rj, den now in nus final yr medicine. arugh! 2 smart alr. whahahaha. so colin invited me 2 plan tis yr's feast day dinner. big proj. but i'll b startin stupid sch on 20th dec so might not even go! arugh... i dun wanna miss out on darren! whahaha...

havent replied joanna's mail. shit man. i left like tis super shrt note. she will b v sad. sorrie babe! so anyway thurs n fri were 2 v busy n tiring days. i slogged myself 2 earn $132! which isnt enough 2 wash my butt! just kidding! i did feel like buying vik a cake was 2 lil, but not much cld b done. it was so hard 2 get it done. hahaha. glad vik liked it! morn we had brkfast wif aj. woke up @ 5am 4 tt. whahaha. went back 2 slp den woke up 4 work. tirin! but brkfast was gd =)

fri was joanne's last day. we all wld miss her. esp her narayan. he's so in love wif her. actually he's in love wif every 1 except his wife. i even dare 2 tell him tt. n i dun care. nvm. so yi ling n i saw de 2 famous ppl whom we call now "policemen". w.o fail they sure come. n 1 is quite handsome. saw him 2 str days in a row. whahaha tao yan! i've been lookin @ 2 many guys liao. hahaha.

as 4 him, he dun interest n excited me much. got call me a few tyms n i admit i do like him styl but it's fading. cus he doesn't wanna do much abt it. so i dun really care. n how many tyms he has been rejected if he styl wanna tickskin IGNTS.

well, wad else? erm... got tis new n idiotic person tt likes me. n i tot he din @ 1st but he makes it damn obvious tt he does like. gets v freaky! esp de last few days when i was on full shift, he has deliberately walked passed just 2 smile n stare @ me. n i just turn away. dun wanna knoe him. 2dae he so da dan go n talk 2 me but while he was walking lah. so rachel told narayan n ashok n those 2 monkeys plannin 2 tell him i like him 2! arugh, more hindance den help. vanan n jay says dun need 2 b worried, but i dun like him starin! yes i knoe his stupid eyes 4 himself 2 see, so wad can i say? pek chek leh!

fri nite clsin we were discussing sum stuff, esp abt toy boy, sugar daddies n domestic partners. rach n i agreed tt humayun's status is "in many r/s". so i told them i was lookin 4 a v old man, rich, abt 2 die, leaves all his money 2 me n doesnt take viagra. they said it was not possible. true lah. which girl wanna b wif a very old man? u tink something's gotta give ar? so den humayun mentioned which girl would wanna pull a guy in a wheelchair? wld u call tt love? so my reply...

"tt's volunteery work"

their reaction...

...

whahahaha... gd laugh can. they din tink i wld come up wif such a lame ans. but i'm lame lah... 2 bad! =P they asked me when m i gonna do it oso! hahaha... they all cheered me up 4rm my constant work lyfstyle, super rich! i'm aiming an nokia 7200 btw, n oso se t630. de black 1. so stylo. hopefully by end june. love handphones sia!

feeling super tired. n stress. wonderin wad can b done 4 lots of stuff. aftr work, jay n i went 4 drinks. aloe vera peach only. missed those days wif him. he's stress 2, but he chooses 2 settle his own situations.

tues morn i was drmin i got results n i passed every thing but failed 1! i tink it was either mca or sem proj. in my drm i remembered sayin i was gonna get kicked out. i woke up really tinking i failed mca! wha lan super worried sia. hopefully it's not true! oso saw disgustin eugene 2ce in suntec. he works ard there. yuck! he's ugly n not nice. y do i see de ugly 1s n not sivert? sivert v cute but 2 bad i wont have de chance 2 knoe him! haiz... if any 1 wanna knoe eugene, i'll try ways n means 2 talk 2 him 4 u. msg me k? ;) oso saw those are you game? ppl, jo n gareth.

better turn in liao. tired. wanna pamper myself wif slp. n b sad latoya's out! boo hoo!

results will b released on de 29th of may! better note tt on my calender...

feel like sum things nv mention... arugh... weird...

btw... i like tis girl... 4rm de O.C.... nv mentioned b4 hahaha... but yeah... cant see it tis thurs! damn... sad sia!

rachel bilson as summer roberts... O.C.

was talkin 2 sis... she said she saw van helsing 2dae oso! woo! we were discussing de picture... n den she realised tt de shows i watch... n i like de guys... always die! heng owen wilson dun die! hahaha... sum egs...

gregory smith as thomas martin... the patriot

max benitz as peter calamy... master & commander : the far side of the world (de left 1~)

will kemp as velkan ... van helsing

sis n i were talkin on de fone... she was saying tt hugh jackman studied in curtin... her uni... n they have tis big picture of him @ de uni ard de drama club... was rather shocked lah... he doesnt look like he studied there? hahaha... she even said hugh jackman proclaimed tt he goes back 2 curtin often... so i asked her 2 look out 4 me... whahaha... he's not say tt nice... tink orlanda bloom's better... sorrie 2 all his fans... hahaha... yes yes can insult my owen... nvm lah! whahaha...

kkz... later morning shift... nites~

wow... new blogger stuff...

looks damn weird... tis shows how long i havent been in my blog... basically i have a long wk ahead so i'm lazyin @ hm din go swimming... i tink abt de amt of stuff i can watch @ hm i'm happy! de man of de hse has installed sum more channels in2 de scv stuff... thank u 4 tt. but tt's all. so now i have my handsome guy channel... glad i din take nickelodian... or wadever... *rolls eyes*

so anyway i saw van helsing wif aloy... not mummy's type of show... she came wif us 2 cine... but she went lib while we saw it... so thrilling! n cool... nice effects... n de storyline is power! next on my list styl got troy... so anyway de movie is like LXG and underworld... if u guys like those shows... shld go see tis 1... it was quite funnie seeing van helsing as a catholic! sum more aloy was next 2 me n we kept laughin @ de funnie church stuff tt they did... nice wif a v v super sad ending... i dun wanna say wad... just watch!

aloy bought de vcd school of rock so got another movie 2 see! hahaha... plus he left peter pan @ our hse! isnt it good if u have a fwen who buys vcds? hahahaha...

so anyway... we had lunch outside den came hm lah... been hm since now n clearing up my bloggin stuff... really wont b ard de blog much... my tv v impt... hahahaha... n yups... tryin 2 improve on my cooking! joanna needs me 2 teach her cooking... so will b replying her msg later... most prob next wk... yups... quite excited... hehehe =)

yest was working... den i found out sum 1 has been backstabbing me... but i dun wish 2 spill it out... sum ppl will get their just deserts... i dun wish 2 comment... den i saw eye 4 a guy... gosh i feel damn sad 4 sivert! so sad man... aftr sivert was choosen, i tot he n rachel can have a happy ending... in de end mark must b extra! no offence 2 those who r taught under mark in np...

so ok... had coffee wif vanan yest... den met mummy @ parkway... we went 2 buy sum stuff... n came hm watch tv! wha lan... so angry wif tt... nvm...

tym 2 go watch tv... nth 2 blog... lost my inspiration i guess... nvm... @ least can save tym... hehehe... happy holidays every 1!